Thursday, September 12, 2013

l0ts 0f thiNGs t0daY~

It's kinda fun actually looking him playing with yuki...XD
He was trying hard to get yuki in the pool even tied me together with her...><
But at last, yuki didn't do it as he wish...

Well, we always stay in many rooms...XD

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In room - Sage Fountain
They were having birthday celebration for unnie...
Suddenly he said this...(*it's funny but seems lovely~)
"-kisses suzi- i love u baby more than onew loves chicken or seohyun loves goguma <3"

But they ended up awkwardly...
I didn't really know what's going on all the way...><
They just left one by one...

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Days before, Kyle invited me for private chat...
I just met him in the public room which we all always in...
So I was wondering that would be ok to just have chat with him, so I accepted.
Once I entered, everything still ok being normal chat...
But suddenly he asked me to join him in some cuddle, hugging, kissing poses...
I declined him for sure because I have Zach, and I did told him and he knew it too.
But he said something really pervert...he said "it's fine, no one will know, we're in private chat..."
I was really...mad with his actions as I remembered he has lover too!!!
More...he changed his room with default hug kiss pose...
Of course I stand away from him and those poses but he didn't give up and keep changing...
I'm really annoyed of him and left at last...

That's what I was still thinking to tell Zach about this or not to...
Because if I tell this, might caused conflicts within them all as I thought that they're all friends...
and...he's in relation with one of our family, that's why...
But today, from their chat I found that they have no one like Kyle actually...
So I told Zach about it all...and he's totally exploded in madness to Kyle I think...
Laney invited me in a private chat together with Zach to get to know all these...

In there, I'm really regret to tell this out because it happened as what I thought.
I'm not sure did I caused any fight within them...
But I did made them unhappy and pissed off especially him*my dear~
I'm really feel guilty for that 
even they did thanks me for telling the truth even Zach did comfort me too...><

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About someone special this setting, I'm really feel sorry to you dear~><
I should changed it earlier but not keep it as my BFF till now...
I knew you must be jealous of that and feel not nice with that of course...
At the moment...my mood which still in remorse upset guilty all in once...
making me hard to hold back myself for crying...><
When I was trying my hard to hold back tears from falling...
He said :
 "babe dont keep it in. its fine" 
 -hugs tight- let it out dear
sometimes its not weakness.. its just showing u have a heart 
yea...at the moment, I can't hold back myself anymore and cry out softly in my room
(*can't let my brother hear of it if not he'll totally think I'm out of mind)
B'cuz everyone who knows me, I could say that no one ever see me cry...

After I calmed a little, figured out that it's time for him to get to rest...
I asked him off to sleep but...
ZzachJ whispers: no. im not leaving u
ZzachJ whispers: ur my world... my everything
Guest_Shamanworld > ZzachJ: go to sleep tho...u hv class tomorrow
ZzachJ whispers: idc, ur more important.
ZzachJ whispers: ur my lover my life, my baby, and future wife.. hopefuly lol
ZzachJ whispers: idk what i'd be doing without u.
ZzachJ whispers: u keep me going.
ZzachJ whispers: u give me a reason to come home to
ZzachJ whispers: i love u 
ZzachJ whispers: -hugs tight- i could never describe u in words baby

Honestly,I'm touched...if that he told sincerely ^///^

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I've know that he's always in tired as he sleeps only 2 to 4 hours per day...
Sometimes not even take a nap in the afternoon after back to home...
Have class in the early morning...gotta work part time to help out family...
He joined military too...sometimes have games with friends...
I shouldn't make you more tired even jealous of any...
I'm so sorry about it, dear~ ><
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