actually I'm selfish too...

Thanks to my new best friend I knew in university here, she borrowed me her broadband so I could get online my IMVU and chat with my dear^^

Long time we didn't chat and meet in IMVU

We could only chat in LINE sometimes

and today...we had short date again

You told that you're selfish and not gonna share me with anyone...

Actually me too, I'm just never tell...

but I worry this will make you feel uncomfortable that's why I never say it...

I'm just wanna be with you ^^

I'm not gonna share you with others too, you're mine~

Can't move my sight away from him always, same today too...

Gaze at his new look that unnie gifted him^_^

My smart guy~

and today, he proposed to me~

Zzach : Suzi, will you marry me?

Shamanworld : Yes, I do.^^

Can't stop smiling with happy mood today as he proposed.

 I'm really can't describe my feeling at the moment...

You cheered up my day, dear~

Saranghae~ ^_^

So from now on, you're my Fiance and I'm your Fiancee~ ^w^

Bye IMVU for 3 years...

Recently I just got university offer...

Yea,every of you know well that how much I would like to get this offer...

Really appreciate at the moment I got it...

But kinda regret that accepted it...

Really depressed for those stuffs in here EVERYDAY...

I'm still considering whether shall I continue or just give up...

I know lots of friend of course my family too supporting me to keep me move on...
Really glad that have their support so I'm still in university today and get online here...
But honestly,I've really no idea that how long I could keep it on...
I promised I'll move on whenever I'm still...

But I'ma leave my IMVU for this 3 years if I'm really joining this university life...
Maybe I would get online for my semesters break when I'm back to my Penang home...

I'll be missing every one of you in here...

Goodbye friends 
Goodbye IMVU 
for this 3 years~

l0ts 0f thiNGs t0daY~

It's kinda fun actually looking him playing with yuki...XD

He was trying hard to get yuki in the pool even tied me together with her...><

But at last, yuki didn't do it as he wish...

Well, we always stay in many rooms...XD

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In room - Sage Fountain

They were having birthday celebration for unnie...

Suddenly he said this...(*it's funny but seems lovely~)

"-kisses suzi- i love u baby more than onew loves chicken or seohyun loves goguma <3"

But they ended up awkwardly...

I didn't really know what's going on all the way...><

They just left one by one...

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Days before, Kyle invited me for private chat...

I just met him in the public room which we all always in...

So I was wondering that would be ok to just have chat with him, so I accepted.

Once I entered, everything still ok being normal chat...

But suddenly he asked me to join him in some cuddle, hugging, kissing poses...

I declined him for sure because I have Zach, and I did told him and he knew it too.

But he said something really pervert...he said "it's fine, no one will know, we're in private chat..."

I was really...mad with his actions as I remembered he has lover too!!!

More...he changed his room with default hug kiss pose...

Of course I stand away from him and those poses but he didn't give up and keep changing...

I'm really annoyed of him and left at last...

That's what I was still thinking to tell Zach about this or not to...

Because if I tell this, might caused conflicts within them all as I thought that they're all friends...

and...he's in relation with one of our family, that's why...

But today, from their chat I found that they have no one like Kyle actually...

So I told Zach about it all...and he's totally exploded in madness to Kyle I think...

Laney invited me in a private chat together with Zach to get to know all these...

In there, I'm really regret to tell this out because it happened as what I thought.

I'm not sure did I caused any fight within them...

But I did made them unhappy and pissed off especially him*my dear~

I'm really feel guilty for that 

even they did thanks me for telling the truth even Zach did comfort me too...><

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About someone special this setting, I'm really feel sorry to you dear~><

I should changed it earlier but not keep it as my BFF till now...

I knew you must be jealous of that and feel not nice with that of course...

At the moment...my mood which still in remorse upset guilty all in once...

making me hard to hold back myself for crying...><

When I was trying my hard to hold back tears from falling...

He said :

 "babe dont keep it in. its fine" 

 -hugs tight- let it out dear

sometimes its not weakness.. its just showing u have a heart 

yea...at the moment, I can't hold back myself anymore and cry out softly in my room

(*can't let my brother hear of it if not he'll totally think I'm out of mind)

B'cuz everyone who knows me, I could say that no one ever see me cry...

After I calmed a little, figured out that it's time for him to get to rest...

I asked him off to sleep but...

ZzachJ whispers: no. im not leaving u

ZzachJ whispers: ur my world... my everything

Guest_Shamanworld > ZzachJ: go to sleep tho...u hv class tomorrow

ZzachJ whispers: idc, ur more important.

ZzachJ whispers: ur my lover my life, my baby, and future wife.. hopefuly lol

ZzachJ whispers: idk what i'd be doing without u.

ZzachJ whispers: u keep me going.

ZzachJ whispers: u give me a reason to come home to

ZzachJ whispers: i love u 

ZzachJ whispers: -hugs tight- i could never describe u in words baby

Honestly,I'm touched...if that he told sincerely ^///^

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I've know that he's always in tired as he sleeps only 2 to 4 hours per day...

Sometimes not even take a nap in the afternoon after back to home...

Have class in the early morning...gotta work part time to help out family...

He joined military too...sometimes have games with friends...

I shouldn't make you more tired even jealous of any...

I'm so sorry about it, dear~ ><

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CUdDlE cUDdle~

sweet sweet~ ^w^

HEHE...like to disturb you sometimes to see what you doing...XD

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Both of us LOVE this scene~lovely** ^///^ mmuahh~

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So cute you showed me this, but female top not cute as male top...>< I want yours~

Actually, there is something I'm still wondering to tell you or not...><

Like to stay with you like this...

feel relieved...sweet...happy...

as I said...you're always here with me ^^ my lovely zach~♥

BluShY bUt hApPY~

Today we had some fun too...

We had a fashion show again ^w^

But...he kinda mad because of the room owner...

We were in a public chat room...

There's a stage so we made it there...

Suddenly the owner get in and asked everyone out of her room...

B'cuz that room for only her family and friends...

and...she started booting us

I guessed dear was the first she booted...I left myself

But pity dear got booted out, he's kinda mad at it I think but he didn't really mention about it.

Dear~ don't mind it^^ you have better room than her...and you have us with you^_^

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After done, we had date again in his private beach~

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Well, I'm really happy and touched that heard he said wanna gift me something...

But seems that's gonna make him spend...kinda pity too

So prefer I'ma buy it myself ^_^

Actually...spent more than a top he showed me ^^'' (*hairstyle and bottom too)

But seems not bad, he likes it a lot I think... 

He said it's sexy~ ^///^

kinda happy that he likes it and he said it's sexy ^///^''

and...it's really blushing at the moment...

really LOVING this scene... it's LOVELY~ ^^

2wEEt dAte EvEryDAy~

Our daily together just like DATE ^w^

always feel sweet~ always feel romance~ whenever with him

His small tricks always make me blush but happy~

He didn't speak much but I'm relieved with him~

We snuggle all the way we could~~~

We had some fun~

We had romance~

We had sexy couple dance together~

We had new couple look which friend gifted~

When there's being too silence, I asked him what's his favorite pose...

and his answer petrified me...blushing...6//6

Truthfully, there is something I'm really worry for us...

As Luna said before, we can't live with only snuggles like this everyday...

But yea...I'm still loving you^//^

Well,I guess that would be too soon for us, dear~

Then, suddenly he said this to me...

It touched me...but I wonder what made him say this at the moment...

and... I guessed my posts before must be enraged him ^^''

Now...you're mine too ^w^

You gotta listen to your sweetie~

d0NgsAEng~~~

Finally you appeared!!! ><

Sis was so worry about you these months...

Every time you didn't online for such long time, there must be something happened...

So dongsaeng, never do that again, get it? That's really worrying...><

Yea, sis knows you have your reason...

You did always explained to sis when you get online again...

But try inform sis before it, ok? ><

Hope that you can get online again soon...

My lovely dongsaeng~~~