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Actually, recently I broke up with Kenji...

Once we ended that time, there are total of 3 persons confessed to me...

 Truthfully, I don't know what made them feel love me...We all were together like friends - BFF.

Of course, I didn't accept any within them...

At the moment, I'm really don't wanna get another try after Kenji.

That experience really impressed me that I can't forget ever...

I told myself not to get another try...I might not able to take it any more...

But seems like every of them know me well, every of them told me...

"It's ok, I can wait, I knew you can't forget him now."

They noticed what I didn't really realize it myself...

Yea...I'm still forget about him...I'm missing him badly...

I made myself to get busy in work even pushed myself to join mates chat in work just for not thinking about him...But once I stopped any, he's in my mind again... ><

and... I'm honestly told every of them not to wait, just go for their true love...

It's really like I hold up their times...That's not worth just for me...

Sorry guys~

Now, he's BACK~

and yea...we're back together...